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dreadpirateange) wrote2007-02-08 01:33 am
dreadpirateange) wrote2007-02-08 01:33 am
I'm so friggen spoiled!
Okay, so I get a letter from the place that accepted me, telling me that all of the stuff they will be paying for me amounts to $145,000.
And instead of going "Wah-HEY, I don't even know what that kind of cash looks like!" I think "Oh poo, I'll have to teach 20 hours a week for it."
What the hell is wrong with me?
Why is it that when I get my heart's desire, my heart moves on to something even more unattainable before I even have enough time to celebrate?
Other people would kill to be in the position I am in. Heck, last week, I would have killed to be in the position I am in now. Someone from a family like mine should never have had an opportunity like this.
I am excited. I *AM* excited.
I am so pissed off with myself for not appreciating this more.
And instead of going "Wah-HEY, I don't even know what that kind of cash looks like!" I think "Oh poo, I'll have to teach 20 hours a week for it."
What the hell is wrong with me?
Why is it that when I get my heart's desire, my heart moves on to something even more unattainable before I even have enough time to celebrate?
Other people would kill to be in the position I am in. Heck, last week, I would have killed to be in the position I am in now. Someone from a family like mine should never have had an opportunity like this.
I am excited. I *AM* excited.
I am so pissed off with myself for not appreciating this more.