I'm glad you guys understand.

I do feel horrible for having these feelings, but suppose they are pretty common.

I like to help out as much as I can, becuase I know a lot of the things I'm good at don't come as easy to others (and definitley vice-versa, and I've been given so much help in my life), but people who want the fruits of something without being willing to put in the work enrage me like nothing else.