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Apr. 14th, 2007 06:47 pmI am curiously unexcited.
Finding a flat in America, re-learning how to drive (I have a liscense from when I was 17, but have not driven since), finding out about my program, teaching myself more Spanish, making preparations to move, making preparations to travel this summer...
I don't want to do any of it.
Somehow, all I want to do is sit in my room and watch Blackadder or Family Guy, and occasionally get my heart rate up by moshing or satisfy my need for human contact by visiting with friends.
I hope this isn't a long-term thing, as these things do need to be done. It seems like now that I have got in, the exciting bit is over. I know what's in my future, and I'm in no particular hurry to go meet it head on, not even if it would prove advantageous.
I've had a few days where I've felt up to researching some things, but for the most part, all of the things I've told myself I would do I am leaving undone.
Everything is kind of anticlimactic now.
Finding a flat in America, re-learning how to drive (I have a liscense from when I was 17, but have not driven since), finding out about my program, teaching myself more Spanish, making preparations to move, making preparations to travel this summer...
I don't want to do any of it.
Somehow, all I want to do is sit in my room and watch Blackadder or Family Guy, and occasionally get my heart rate up by moshing or satisfy my need for human contact by visiting with friends.
I hope this isn't a long-term thing, as these things do need to be done. It seems like now that I have got in, the exciting bit is over. I know what's in my future, and I'm in no particular hurry to go meet it head on, not even if it would prove advantageous.
I've had a few days where I've felt up to researching some things, but for the most part, all of the things I've told myself I would do I am leaving undone.
Everything is kind of anticlimactic now.
